LIFE is a RIDE – RIDE 17:

All Blank !!!!!!!!!! I sat dumbfounded! I had no clue why he has left blank. I struggled to
come to a solution, but I couldn‘t work out any. Ok Preethi!! It‘s all over. This is a
broken pot. It can‘t be mended back. So chill out, and move….my mind instructed me.
Days rolled on. We were back to form. We rocked the college, as the grand
seniors…right from gossiping, chatting, ragging, topping the academics, constant fights
with Ganesh and team etc etc …Our management made another amazing arrangement
for the Convocation. I expected to see Vikram again. But both Vikram and Shiva missed
the Convocation.
Days moved on rapidly, we completed our dissertation. Our College Life came to closure
with flying colors. The four years made me to experience all kinds of
emotions…….happiness, sadness, joy, laughter, shyness, fear, anger, frustration,
betrayal, the joy of friendship, the joy of togetherness, the joy of being admired,
loneliness…..name it….and I would have experienced it……
Now and then I used to think about Vikram, but that again became a closed chapter in
my life. I did not take any steps to contact him and the same from Vikram‘s side as
well.
Later I met Madhav in a shopping mall and he informed me that Vikram is in US
pursuing his MS and Shiva is in Australia pursuing MBA. I felt happy for them.
Fortunately, I got placed in one of the reputed Service Industry organization and I got
posted to PUNE. Anu got married immediately and Thivya and Priya worked as lecturer
in a college. I moved to Pune. A place to die for its climate and beauty. I stayed in a decent PG in Hinjewadi. I enjoyed my training, I got addicted to the lavish life style
that IT granted me at the very early stage of my life.
Days moved on. Thivya and Priya got married. Anu gave birth to a beautiful baby boy.
It‘s already 3 years gone. My mom started to pester me for wedding. I gave a narrow
escape every time she showed me some guy‘s photo. I received wedding invitations from
most of the girls and some boys from my class. May be I was the only eligible spinster
from my department.
Orkut and Facebook became my life. My manager informed me, that my H1B will be
processed. I was glad. But it took months to get processed, before my mom
sentimentally attacked me to get married…
Preethi!!! Preethi!!!! My mom gave a hard hit on my shoulder! I got up with a shock and a
sharp head ache. Oops!!! Oh My God!!! It was 4 ‗o clock!
My mom screamed! Get Up Preethi!
The Groom‘s family will be in an hour! You haven‘t still taken bath! I gave a nod to my
mom !I kept wondering , as I headed to the wash room ,with my college uniform in my
hand, how the 7 years of my life took a ride in my mind within 3 hours.
I got dressed within some half an hour. It‘s a simple make up with a BIBA Kurthi , ‗W‘
Patiala , ‗FAB India‘ Dupatta and a high heels from MOCHI. Already I have
straightened my hair, so a simple straight comb.
My mom yelled at me, Preethi!
Why don‘t you wear a saree!
I gave a cold reply. Mom……. this is just a visit. I don‘t have to dress up so much. I have
to see the guy face to face. I will be able to confirm only after that. My mom scolded
me and moved in. My dad gave a pat on my shoulder and moved on.
Sharp 5.00 PM, a Honda City screeched in front of our gate. I gave a casual smile to
the family. Rahul, a pretty decent guy, handsome gave a bright smile at me .I smiled
back and gave a firm handshake to him .We all seated ourselves comfortably, and our
parents shared some well wishes, laughs and chats. My mom served the snacks and Tea.
Rahul, enquired whether he can talk to me for few minutes. Our parents gladly showed
the way.
The initial talk was completely on which platform you work, who is your client, Office
timings, onsite offers. I always gave a sharp and short reply. So Rahul really struggled
to continue the conversation with me.

The day came to a closure. I have never seen my mom and dad filled with so much of
glow, excitement and happiness.
I closed my room and took my laptop. I gave a blank look at my college photographs,
which I have scanned and uploaded and always maintained it as my treasure.
It was around 1.30 AM..Mid night…..I kept admiring Vikram in all the photographs….and
whispered….Vikram …You know what……I am getting married!!!
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The same time…8800 miles away …….at Los Angeles , California…..Vikram suddenly felt a
hitch in his mind, a sudden shut down of mood and a heavy burden.
He couldn‘t proceed with his work anymore. It was already 1.00 PM. He pressed ALT +
CNTRL+ DEL on his key board and gave a smile looking at his background pic in the
screen. …….‖ Preethi kept smiling near a bunch of roses with the Ooty botanical garden
at the back ground‖……..
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The next day, it was already 11.30 AM when I woke up; my mom and dad were eagerly
waiting for my door to open. I gave a drowsy Good Morning to my mom and seated on
the cushion.
Impatiently, my mom enquired! So what have you decided Preethi!........
I gave a deep breath!....Mom….Give me some space…….to breath…….I haven‘t decided
yet…….
Shocked, my mom replied back….What is this Preethi!!!!Girls of your age are preparing
for their second child, but you haven‘t even chosen the groom yet. Every time you say
some or the other reason. Already my health is getting worse day by day and you are
least bothered about that.
Mom!! Please understand my situation! I will talk to Rahul today! I got a call from my
manager stating that my US Visa is processed. I will be travelling to Detroit soon. It‘s
my life time dream mom. I can‘t miss this, just for the sake of marriage. I will come
back and get married. Till then I don‘t want to get into any commitment. If I get
married, travelling to onsite will become a dream. Please mom…help me to achieve my
aspiration. I have always dreamt of travelling to US. Even you know that. Now I don‘t
want to lose this opportunity.
My Mom shouted!!! No Preethi!!! You are not going anywhere, unless you get married!

I shouted back, then fine mom! I don‘t like this guy! Look for some other Guy!
What? My mom sat startled? What are you talking?
No Preethi !
You will be engaged to this guy! No matter what?
I have no clue what you have in your mind?
But this is our last say?
Anything against this, then you have to forget us! It‘s up to you to
decide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is a Ride: RIDE-16:

Everybody gave a dreadful look at me. Especially my friends, unable to digest what I
spoke, Priya shouted….stop blabbering Preethi ….to end one issue don‘t start another
one.
Vikram, unable to bear, what he has heard ,sat perplexed without knowing what to do.
Shiva gave a straight stare at Vikram and questioned him….
What is all this da ?
Are you aware of this?
Vikram sat speechless! All eyes stared at him!
Again I broke the silence…………I am extremely sorry friends…..Nobody was aware that
I liked Vikram. It‘s a thing that I kept within me. So, it‘s my entire fault.
I am extremely sorry Shiva!
I did not do anything with intentions to hurt you or to use you for my own gain. But
unintentionally, it happened as such.
Shiva‘s eyes reddened….so you say that you used my name just to make your intentions
work…hah….
Did you think about my emotions, before using me for your own good, Preethi?
I never expected you to be this cheap?
As Shiva continued with few more harsh words,
Suddenly Vikram gave a loud thud on the table and cried….Shiva! Please stop hurting
her?
The whole situation was a chaos! Everybody looked at each other no table to
comprehend, what is actually unfolding!!!
Shiva! Literally shocked by Vikram‘s behavior! Yelled in complete rage!!!!So….Vikram,
since she said that she is in love with you, you couldn‘t bear my accuses against her
right! So, in just a matter of seconds, your Friendship drowned, just for a girls
flatters!!!

Vikram screamed again! Please stop Shiva! Please, I beg you!
The entire problem is only because of me. It is I, who made Preethi behave like this.
Shocking vibes moved across everybody‘s eyes as Vikram confessed, …………….I decided
that Preethi is the girl for me from the day I saw her for the first time. I tried to
express to her in one or the other way…but that only lead to rough conversations,
offends and hurts. Whatever I did only irritated her. Her responses were always rude
or irritating or whatever….So I never had a single clue that she likes me….
Eventually, after the excursion, I came to know that Shiva is love with her. I was
shocked initially.
Shiva interrupted! ….So Vikram….You completely concealed everything from me…and
now you say that you are also in love with her………
Vikram gave a break for a second…..
We kept staring at him………..
NO SHIVA! My love faded away…when I learned that you are in love with her. I, no
more have any feelings for her. I don‘t want to continue with this talk anymore. I am
exhausted already. I am leaving now.
WAIT VIKRAM! I shouted at the top of my voice!
Anu pressed my hands….Preethi Calm down……
Completely outraged and tears bubbling on my eyes……..I screamed…….So …..This is your
final decision right!
Vikram ……stood like a statue……and blabbered……actually ………..
I screamed again….Say YES or NO…………………..Vikram………..don‘t bluff…
Vikram gave a glance at Shiva‘s devastated face and reddened eyes…..and quietly
replied …..YES..Preethi…this is my final decision……I am sorry…..
I bit my lips, unable to control my anger, tears, frustration, disappointment, betrayal
……..
I sat down…….Fine Shiva !!! I suppose your air is clear now……I am equally hurt as you. I
am in the same position as you are. I am betrayed to the same extent as you have been betrayed, above all, I am shattered and broken to the same depth as you are into
……..so…I am sure…that….you will be quiet happy and satisfied…….with the punishment
that I have received now…….
Shiva sat speechless…..listening to my outburst……
I turned to Vikram……Great Vikram…….Shiva should be fortunate to get an awesome
friend like you. May be someday people will study in history about your matchless
sacrifice or maybe they can even keep a statue…..
Good that I understood about you at this stage.
Everybody listened to me quietly, as I outpoured my emotions…………………
Exhausted! I leaned back on table…..
Priya …..K fine guys…..this is an awesome day…..None of us will forget this day in our
entire life. I am sure that the things are pretty clear now…..To summarize…….Shiva is in
love with Preethi….but Preethi is love with Vikram….but….Vikram was in love with
Preethi…but after the excursion…he is in love with no one…..Now Preethi is betrayed
and Shiva is betrayed ….and Vikram has turned to be a loyal friend…..
Wow…exclaimed Thivya!!! What a summary!!! We can make a movie on this
….Madhav….Thivya…Anu and Priya burst into laughter…..as me , Shiva sat still as if we
have swallowed a ginger……and Vikram gave a frustrated gaze at Priya….
We dispersed, without saying even good bye. My friends kept teasing me and now and
then they showed their anger for hiding my emotions to them.
I sat in my home…staring at my Digital Systems material;
Our second year came to closure. I hardly saw Vikram or Shiva anywhere in my vicinity.
I always clung to my studies and my friends. I kept myself occupied with something or
the other thing. My friends sometimes gossiped that Shiva and Vikram are not close as
before nowadays. There were some rumors that they both had a terrible verbal
argument, cause of Preethi.
Days moved on. The final year students disappeared from the college owing to their
dissertation. We had our own happiness, gossips, chats, studies. But somewhere, in the
dark corner of my heart laid a heavy burden, which I concealed within me. It popped
out whenever I was lonely and made me to cry like a mad thing.
The Day Dawned, yah the farewell day! The management made amazing arrangements
for the farewell party.

I saw Vikram after a really really long time. He stood along with Madhav . Shiva stood
with some other guys in his class.
My friends were busy talking to the senior girls and getting the slam books written. I
prepared myself for this day long before. I had 3 slam books in my hand. I stood along
with my friends…giggling with the senior girls.
After some time, I moved alone straight to Shiva! He gave an unwelcoming glare at
me.I ignored it….
Hi Shiva!!!!
He shrunk his fore head…and gave a cold reply….Hi!
Hmmm! I sighed!!!All the Very Best Shiva for your wonderful future!
Plainly Shiva replied….Thanks!
I extended the new slam book …..To him….Please fill this Shiva! I will be glad!
Shiva gave a surprised glance at me….took the slam book and moved away….
Quiet satisfied! I moved to Vikram! He gave a simple beautiful smile as usual…..I smiled
back…..He looked stylish, stunning and handsome as usual….His hair was streaked with
golden shades…but that really suited him………
I came back to reality, as he enquired, how are you Preethi?
I am fine Shiva!!! Oops sorry Vikram (I bit my tongue)…
Vikram ..Quiet shocked….but smiled immediately…it‘s ok! So what‘s up ?
Nothing Vikram! I want you to fill this slam book for me! …..
Yah sure Preethi!.....
Fine Vikram! All the very best for your future endeavors!
Between don‘t forget to send me your wedding invitation Vikram !!!! I smiled…
He gave a straight stare at me…..Hmmmm….I will let you know, if that happens…..
I smiled and moved to my friends….
The day got over peacefully……I felt burdened, as we become the super seniors of the
college. No more seniors to us.

I sat on my bed; I took the first slam book written by Shiva. He has just filled it for
name sake. I understood that he hasn‘t forgiven me yet. But it‘s Ok. The last comment
caught my eyes….‖ Believe a pouncing snake but not a smiling women‖………………
I closed the slam book…gave a blank look at my wall….The tweety presented by Shiva
smiled at me…….
I took the next slam book………………..given to Vikram……
I opened it…………………
Shocked….I flipped through the pages…….I sat confused…………..What is this?????

Life is a Ride: RIDE-15:

What?
My mom gave a shocked look, as I screamed!
Looking at her expression, I controlled myself! I couldn‘t put myself on a normal
mode, as my blood burned with anger and hatred on Vikram! I never expected such
an ugly question from the guy whom I admired the most! I always felt that Vikram
sensed that I liked him. Top of All, I never dreamt in my wild dreams, that Vikram
is calling me from Shiva‘s home.
I took a deep breath! Gave a stare at my mom and in a cold voice, I reverted! What
is the information that you want Vikram?
At the other end, sensing the heights of exasperation in Preethi‘s voice and seated
just opposite to the thwarted birthday boy (his best buddy for a decade) ….Vikram
repeated the question again!
―I just want to know whether you are in Love with Shiva or not?‖
Literally, my entire respect on Vikram shattered; suddenly from nowhere a horrible
detestation outpoured within me and in a complete rage, I responded, YES I DO!!!
What is in there for you! ……………………………………. I disconnected the call and rushed
to my bed room!!!!!!!!!!
My mom gave a suspicious glance at me as she switched off the lights and moved to
bed!


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Vikram:
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I gave a bright smile at Shiva and repeated the words that Preethi spoke. Shiva‗s
face brightened. Shiva, it‘s your birthday, don‘t get confused with unnecessary
things. Have a peaceful sleep.
We are leaving now!
Why Vikram! I want you guys to sleep here!
No Shiva! I am completely exhausted. Since yesterday, we were here only. My mom
requested to drop to home. We will stay some other day buddy.
Fine da!
Waving good bye to Shiva, Madhav geared the bike and I leaned on Madhav‘s
shoulder, without knowing what to do! I somehow felt like killing myself! Preethi‘s
voice ‗YES I DO‘ kept drumming in my ears. Though , some corner of my mind
reminded me that , it‘s just another Preethi‘s reaction to my hard questions…..this
time , I had no choice ,but to accept the reality …that Preethi is lost once for all.
I asked Madhav to take me to some movie. We took our seat as the movie is done
half way. ……I felt like killing Madhav as I watched the dialogue of the movie…..Yup
its Chennai 28 ( Famous Tamil Movie) as the actor Siva was begging his friend for
forgiveness for falling in love with his sister…..and the dialogue went on ― Dai
yennaku friendship dhanda mukeeyam ― ( I prefer only friendship than love )….
Madhav scratched his head and unable to see that movie anymore, we left the
theatre.
We parked our bike in a nearby cricket ground. I laid myself straight a flat on the
ground and started to blabber. Madhav seated himself on the stranded bike and
kept quietly listening to all my blathers.
What is this? Why my life story has become like the story of the movie Kadhal
Desam ( Tamil movie on Triangle Love)
In the heights of my terrible heart ache, I cried shouting
Preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeethiiiiii……………. aloud. I behaved like a maniac. Madhav couldn‘t
calm me down. He told me keep my voice mild. I shouted looking at the skies, Why
God! Why have you done this to me!

Madhav pulled me out of the ground and we reached his home around 4.00 AM in
the morning. Even in his house, I kept on pestering Madhav about, how I admired
and loved Preethi from day one.
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Preethi:
____*
Thivya kept her hands on her head! Bull ***! This issue keeps on digging our mind
like a TV serial! Preethi, I literally hate U! Y can‘t tell a simple NO and close this
issue! Now I presume that you are really interested in Shiva! Please deal with him
…however you want and stop eating our head. Anu and Priya didn‘t speak a single
word.
I felt so helpless. My tears continuously poured as I sat quietly on Thivya‘s bed. I
felt that the whole world hated me. My friends, Vikram ……………….everybody
started to hate me in a single night! I couldn‘t believe what had happened?
Thivya shouted! Stop crying Preethi! I hate to see people crying always!
Terrified! I controlled my tears!
Anu interrupted! I suppose, Vikram should have asked this on behalf of Shiva only!
May be they would have opened the gifts together and Shiva would have seen
Preethi addressing him as brother! So just to clear the clouds, Shiva would have
requested Vikram to confirm the same! This is my entire guess! But somehow, this
perfectly fits into the plot! What Girls?
The moment I heard this, I felt a heavy shock! Oh God! What if Vikram, would have
told this to Shiva! God! My entire world rotated upside down! Why me God!
For the first time, Priya spoke! Yes this should be case! Else Vikram has no
business to ask Preethi this question at such an odd hour.
Priya dialed Madhav‘s number but his mom replied that he left early in the morning
to Vikram‘s house.
Priya dialed Vikrams home, Shiva s home ………………….I had no clue, what she was
doing? But I did not dare to speak a single word! I obeyed her!

Evening 5.00 PM, our auto dropped us in a nearest restaurant. I followed my
friends quietly with a terrified heart………………..
Shiva gave a broad smile!! Vikram looked devastated, but still handsome!! He gave a
feeble smile! Madhav hardly gave any expression.
We all sat together. Nobody spoke anything.
Shiva broke the silence ….Fine Priya! What is so important? You said that you have
to convey something very important to us? Right!
I kept my eyes down .Choked with immense fear, I kept pressing my hands
..thinking ….what is about to happen?
Yes Shiva ! Muttered Priya! She gave a glance at Thivya!
Thivya ! Cleared her throat! Shiva, we heard from Preethi! That Vikram asked her
that whether she is in love with you or not?
The sudden outburst from Thivya ! Shook both Shiva and Vikram!
I could see Shiva giving a blank look at Vikram ! Vikram leaned on the chair and
kept looking at the ceiling with his hands folded!
Shiva replied! Yes Thivya ! I did that! I wanted to confirm, whether ………………..she
is……….. (He stopped)…
Anu pounced back! What is this Vikram / Shiva? Is this the respect that you have
for Preethi ! Calling at the odd hours and questioning with unnecessary question?
Shiva reverted! This is no way unnecessary Anu! She is my life! And I am sure that
Preethi knows that as well!
We all looked startled! For the first time, I opened my mouth! Will you stop this
Shiva? What do you think of me!
With my unexpected response both Shiva and Vikram gave an alarmed look at me!

The restaurant became a War of Words hall, as I and Shiva replied back to back!
He charged me various questions from…
Why did you always give a glance at me whenever you crossed my class?
Why did you choose my seat in the computer lab?
Why did you kept giggling and glancing at me once in 5 minutes in the exam hall?
Why did you tell Vikaram that I am the Jack of you song?
Why did you behaved as if you were mesmerized with my talk during the
excursion?
Why did you say YES I DO, when Vikram asked you yesterday?
As , Shiva fired questions at me ! I sat speechless, not able to say what to reply!
Everybody looked bewildered as Shiva hit the table with a restless attitude. The
coolest boy has turned Wild. He looked scary. Vikram looked at me defenselessly.
I had no option to get out of this tangle, but to confess the truth!
The pin drop silence broke with my whisper …..I trembled….as I retorted …..‖It is
because….Iam in Love with Vikram……………….”
Shiva screamed WHATTTT?

Life is a Ride: RIDE-14:

The moment, I heard Vikram‘ voice, I felt like crying to him. Before I spoke a word,
Vikram gave a loud shout, Shiva…………Preethi is on call.
He reverted very casually…..Preethi!!! Just hold on for two minutes…Shiva will be on
line…….Saying this, he moved away from the receiver…
For the first time, Vikram sounded too formal….he spoke as if, he was talking to a third
person….I gave a puzzled gaze at my friends…
They looked at me …..I mimed …..To them what Vikram said……….
Within some seconds, Shiva ….exclaimed….Hi Preethi!!!It was quiet evident that he was
breathing heavily.
I completely forgot what I should be speaking. I blabbered about the nearing semester
exams…and exam materials and sample question papers.
Priya gave a hit on my head….and showed a written paper ―idiot!! Stop Bluffing!! And tell
him the exact matter‖…….
I gave a nod at her and ………
Shiva….
Yes Preethi!!!!
Actually……I wanted to ask you………..about someee…thhhing…!!!!
Ok Fine!! You can ask me whatever you want! But before that, I have a special news for
you!........
(I looked helplessly at my friends…and mimed again what Shiva spoke to me…!......Priya
gave an irritated stare at me !)
Hey Preethi , are you listening!!....bellowed Shiva!
Yah! Yah! Shiva! Tell me!!

You know what? I am done with my teenage and I am entering into my twenties….! (He
grinned)…
As, I was completely engrossed with various confusions…I couldn‘t comprehend initially,
what he was trying to say.
I replied quietly! Ok Fine!
What? Ok Fine! Won‘t you wish me?
Only then, I realized, Oh ! Best Wishes!!! I am sorry; I didn‘t know
that…anyway….Happy……
He interrupted!
How will I celebrate my birthday without you! …Its tomorrow!! I was about to invite you
and your friends!! But you called me before that! And you know, what Preethi! This is
the happiest Birthday celebration of my life… I want you and your friends to be
here on time, sharp 5.00 P.M …Ok…
Without knowing what to reply!!! I responded! Oh is it! Good Good!...
My home is really damn busy Preethi ! Even all my friends are here in my home from
morning arranging for the grand party!....
Oh Ok!! Fine Shiva! Carry on! See you tomorrow then!
K Fine Preethi!...Hey you wanted to tell me something right?
Nothing! I Just wanted to clarify some doubts on Computer Architecture paper ! That‘s
Ok! You carry on! We can clarify later!
K. Fine .Bye then. See you tomorrow!
The moment I disconnected the call, Priya gave a tight slap.
Bewildered….. unable to bear the pain and with tears in my eyes, I fixed my eyes on her
vulnerably.

She screamed at the top of her voice! Look Preethi! What you are doing is absolutely
intolerable!
We all came here, and called Shiva only to convey that you are NOT interested in
Shiva‘s attitude. But the way you behave, seems that you are enjoying, what he is doing
to you.
Then why do you act to us, as if, you don‘t like this and you want to put an end to this!
Anu interrupted! Priya calm down! Why do you blame her! It‘s not easy as it sounds. Till
now Shiva hasn‘t proposed her. So it can be anything. If Preethi tells him to stop this,
he may allege her, that he didn‘t have any of that intentions at all. So it‘s better, we
take a very careful move.
Oh girls! Thivya sighed! Better we either talk to Shiva or put an end to this or we stop
talking about this. This issue is really breaking our head and it is spoiling our happy
moments.
All four of us, sat quietly. The phone cried.
Thivya, took the receiver and quietly replied!
Oh is it Shiva! Hearty Wishes! Yah sure, we will make it for sure tomorrow! Yah Priya
and Anu, is in my home only,
Priya and Anu had a quick chat with Shiva and disconnected the call.
All three looked at me. Priya rushed to me and gave a tight hug….
I am so sorry Preethi!!
I understand now, why you didn‘t convey it to Shiva!!...
We can‘t really disappoint a Birthday Boy! I am so sorry dear! I hugged her and cried
like a child, unable to control my emotions.
Ok girls! Thivya interrupted! Stop these emotions! Let‘s think about the next move! See
we have got a lovely chance! Its Shiva‘s birthday tomorrow and we are invited! So we
have to buy a decent gift!.....
We looked at her with a mystified look.

She continued! Why don‘t we buy a Gift and label as ―From your Ever-loving Sisters
Preethi..Priya…Anu..Thivya‖…also we will buy a beautiful card with ―Birthday Wishes to
our Ever-loving Brother‖ and we will stress Preethi‘s name with Sister in all the write up
we do on that card!
What you girls say!
Wow!!! We had no words to appreciate Thivya!!! We were all excited and thrilled!
Suddenly the gloomy mood changed completely! The discussion moved on to what dress
we are going to wear and what color lipsticks….hairstyles…etc…etc….
We literally made the ‗Top Shop‘ Gift Shop upside down, to select the Gift and the
greeting card. Finally we bought a lovely Wooden Photo Frame carved with beautiful
curves, a ceramic mug….engraved as….to the world‘s best brother…..and a big Greeting
card ― A loving Birthday thought to our dearest brother‖….
We wrote the word brother and sister in all the places we could ……and packed it
beautifully….
I was quiet relaxed…hoping that somehow…we brought this matter to closure…..
We got down from the auto, and stood awe stuck looking at Shiva‘s beautiful
house…There were balloons everywhere and the decorations were really very pretty!
With posies of white lilies and gifts we graced in to the grand hall. The entire gave a
stare at us. We made a proud walk, as usual, in our beautiful salwars kameez and lovely
hair styles.
Shiva gave a warm welcome to us and introduced us to his mom and dad. His mom was
really very pretty and simple. We couldn‘t believe how Shiva was so humble despite of
these big riches.
We took our seat and as we were giggling and chatting, my eyes hunted for Vikram.
There he stood in a creamy white stone wash shirt, with his full sleeves folded up to his
elbow, and a white jean…..appeared like he haven‘t shaved for a few days …..Wow….he
was absolutely awesome…..( He looked like actor Ajith Kumar in the movie Dheena (
Tamil movie name);) )Rough and tough….I admired him so much…that I really forgot
what was happening around me.He hardly gave any glance and he was busy running here and there arranging all the
stuffs….Anu whispered!! Hey girls …look at Vikram…Wow….He is absolutely handsome
….and Thivya and Priya chorused yah yah…..I gave an irritated glare at them…..He
crossed us, with a simple smile……
The bash started, with heavy claps…..Shiva‘s mom and dad stood on his left and right
and Vikram and his friends stood near Shiva‘s mom…..The Birthday song started……The
hall roared with laughter, claps,……..Vikram was busy opening the birthday busters and
snow sprays as Shiva ….was cutting his birthday cake…
Shiva took the first piece of cake …and posed as if he was going to feed his mom….but
make a quick cut and pushed the cake in to Vikram‘s mouth…..But Shiva‘s parents
showed no surprise or disappointment…They laughed and Vikram who looked
sentimentally touched ….pounced back and pushed a piece of cake into Shiva s mouth.
The hall was excited to the maximum….We stood there stunned admiring the two
friends…..
The guys gave a facial make up with the cake crème on Shiva face….The snacks were
served….After enjoying for about an hour….we presented the lilies ,Gifts and Greetings
to Shiva, took photographs…Shared some laughs…. We had an awesome dinner and all
the guests were complemented with lovely goodies and we moved from his house. For
the entire party, Vikram avoided us like anything.
Apart from the initial smile, Vikram didn‘t give us any chance to speak to him…That was
the only disappointment…I convinced myself…may be he is quiet held up with his best
friends party.
VIKRAM****
Shiva compelled Vikram and Madhav , to stay that night. After 11.00 PM, we all three
sat together and started to unwrap the gifts.
Shiva pulled Preethi‘s lilies…and his face darkened as he saw the label. I keep watching
him keenly. He looked lot more perplexed as he saw the Gifts label and the Greeting
Card.
In a confused tone, I asked Shiva! What happened da?
He literally looked bewildered! He showed me the label and reverted with a trembling
tone!
What is this Vikram!

What is happening?
Why has she mentioned me as her brother everywhere?
Is she, not in love with me?
Even, I couldn‘t understand what is happening?
I did not know what to answer?
I couldn‘t console Shiva! I gave a perplexed look at Madhav!
Even he looked equally confused!
In a sudden urge! Shiva shouted! Call Preethi immediately!
I want to know, what is she thinking of me!
Is she playing with my emotions!
Only God would have realized what my state of art was!
I responded, cool down Shiva! We will talk to her tomorrow morning! Relax Please! It‘s
already 11.00 PM…What will here parents think!
No Vikram! I am completely confused! My head is breaking like anything! I have never
been like this in my entire life. I want to solve this right now! Call her immediately!
Unable to calm down Shiva, I dialed Preethi‘s number!
Hello!! (In a sleepy tone) Who is this?
Aunty, it‘s me Vikram!
What Vikram! Why you are calling at this hour of time!!!
Aunty! We are working for college magazine! Preethi had given one article! But some
information is missing! We can‘t wait till tomorrow as we have to give that for printing!
That is why aunty! Sorry Aunty!!
Oh Ok! No problem Vikram!
Preethi!! Preethi!!!
Vikram is on call!!!
Completely Confused and in a drowsy tone, I picked the receiver and my mom sat
opposite to me.

Vikram quietly explained! What he has told my mom regarding the college magazine! And
told me to pretend as if, I am answering for the information on the college magazine!
Still not getting the point! I nodded yes!
With a hesitant Voice……Vikram asked!!! Are You in Love with Shiva or Not?
Preethi?????

Life is a Ride: RIDE-13:

I didn‘t have any stamina to hear anything more from Shiva!
Madhav looked helplessly at me as Shiva started to pour out everything from his heart!
Like a child!
Right from the induction day….Preethi‘s confession about taking Shiva‘s seat in the
computer lab…….Revealing that Shiva is the Jack of her dreams…which he overheard in
the pantry……the way she preferred to stick to him during the
excursion………..etc…etc………………….
Somehow, I feel, I should take care of her like a rose petal  ….with this sentence
Shiva gave a full stop.
His face glowed with happiness.
I listened quietly! I did not know what to do!
I did not give any opinion! Also Shiva didn‘t ask any of my opinion as well! We moved to
sleep!
For the first time in my life, I cried! The pillows got wet! I struggled!
I wondered how a girl can split two dearest friends for ages…. in just one year!
I have never made any crucial decisions without Shiva‘s opinion and the same from
Shiva‘s side as well. But today, both of us stood like east and west.
My mind rolled with various thoughts. Though I was not able to come to a conclusion, I
was sure about one thing. I should sacrifice some one…….. either Preethi or Shiva and I
was also very sure that the decision that I am going to take , is going to make a huge
impact for the rest of my life.
Completely exhausted my mind pulled me to sleep.
PREETHI
The next day, in the college, I explained the whole scenario to my friends. We were
equally confused, thinking what should be done. Priya, told me to return all the gifts to
Shiva.
But Thivya insisted, we don‘t know what‘s his real intention is all about, he could have
given that with friendly attitude….
Anu interrupted! Friends never try to surprise! Only guys who have some different
feelings for a girl, does this.
So Preethi! Don‘t take risk! He is a decent guy!
Talk to him politely and make him clear, that you will not encourage such kind of
attitude.
Priya interrupted….Preethi!! Please take immediate steps! Shiva is a very good guy from
a really decent family. He is not someone, who will switch from one girl to another. So better, talk to him clearly and put a full stop at this very initial stage. Else, things will
go out of control and nobody will be able to help you.
I stood totally confused.
I decided to have a talk with Vikram, before taking any step with Shiva!
The tour photographs circulated here and there. All the photos were really very pretty!
As we flipped, I saw the twosome photograph with Vikram and Shiva.
Thivya! Teased! Hey Preethi! You and Shiva really make an awesome pair. Look how you
both look, as if posing for ‗Wills – Made for each other ad ‗. In fact, it was true as
well. The photograph had a pleasant look.
The next photograph, I was shocked….naughty Vikram, he kept 3 horns on my head and
stood giggling near me. My friends had a hearty laugh. It was really a very cute photo.
I looked for Vikram during the lunch and interval, but I did not see him anywhere.
Finally in the evening, he came along with Shiva and Madhav. Shiva and Madhav smiled
at us and we smiled back. But Vikram moved straight ahead without even giving a single
glimpse at me.
His behavior worried me.
Shiva politely said….So did you see all the photographs…..
Before I could answer, Anu replied, they were too good, especially you guys pair photo.
Shiva blushed.
Priya gave a stamp at Anu‘s feet and gave a harsh look at her.
Shiva smiled….Ok Ok….So Preethi…did you like the gifts!!!!
I was totally shattered. I did not know what to respond.
I….actually…….Hmmm…………….( I stopped talking)
Priya interrupted…So Shiva….What is this? Why are you so biased? Where are the
gifts for us?
Shiva gave a straight reply!!!!............ Gifts are only for special people!!!All four of us
stood still………as Shiva moved away with a grin and Madhav followed him with confused
look………….
We couldn‘t see Vikram anywhere in the nearest distance.
-----*
Next evening….Totally tensed, we sat near the phone in Thivya‘s home. Ok
Preethi….dont worry, make it clear today……
All four of us sat still.
I took a deep breath and dialed Shiva‘s number.
The voice at the other end, said a quiet hello!!!
I held my receiver tightly with my sweating hands ….and whispered……Is Shiva there?
The other end….replied…..Preethi!!! Its Vikram Here……………..

Life is a Ride: RIDE-12:

I pushed those two pouches under some clothes, because my mom was eagerly looking
at the gifts that I have bought her. After some time, I moved to our bed room, locked
the room silently and took the two pouches.
I looked at the handwriting very keenly but I was not able to identify whose hand
writing was that. Filled with many kind of emotions and anticipations, I unwrapped the
smaller pouch which was labeled as ‗Dear preethi‘.
As I undid the gift paper, a small square shaped box popped out wrapped in silk cloth.
I removed the silk cloth and my mouth opened wide! It‘s a crystal rose of 4 cm height.
It gave a beautiful glow, with a mild sea blue shade and a thin golden stand.
Suddenly, I remembered seeing it somewhere…Oh my God!!! I saw that in Bangalore, in
the Forum mall. I stood along with my friends in the, The Swarovski Crystal shop!!!!
Admiring the beautifully crafted relics. It was this rose piece, which I keep admiring
for a long time and I even commented to Priya! One day, I will earn more and buy this
crystal rose!
I was happy!!! I was confused! I was terrified! I wondered who would have done this.
May be Vikram ? But he was busy running to the theatre!
May be Shiva? But he was busy organizing various stuffs!..
My friends! Obviously... They do not have that big money!
Who? Vikram?? Shiva???I searched the box for any clue….but there was nothing apart
from the single label, ‗ ‗ ‗Dear preethi ‗
Clueless! I decided to open the next pouch labeled ‗MY PREETHI. I really fainted! A
beautiful Tweety, popped up with its bright yellow shade and its big eyes.
I was about to buy that in Bangalore ‗Archies‘, but the cost was 999, which is one third
of my entire pocket money. So unwillingly, I kept it back on its shelve. Since I loved it,
I requested Priya to take 2 snaps along with the Tweety ! But the shop keeper flared a
stare at us, we stopped with one flash and moved out!
I stood still! Completely Confused!
Both the gifts were packed neatly and meticulously.
God! Who did this? Who is observing me this intensely? I was confused to the extent,
that I started to blabber alone.
But for the known reason, I had a thought in my mind that it was Vikram! Cause he
roamed around me for the entire three days!
I thought, I will call my friends and discuss with them on this issue.
I ran to our phone, before I could take the receiver, our phone cried.
I picked the receiver,
and Vikram exclaimed!...So you were waiting for my call Preethi!U just picked in just one ring!
I gave a sigh! Ok Vikram ! What do you want?
So how were my gifts?
I was shaken!
Excited!
Feeling satisfied that I guessed right!
So you are the culprit?
Don‘t you have any work? So from Ooty to Bangalore, you were following me and
observing?
You coward! You did all this, but you did not dare to give me the gifts directly!
Vikram interrupted!
Wait!
What are you talking about!
Vikram replied in a confused tone?
What Gifts?
What are you saying?
I didn‘t give you anything! I just teased you!
Just to confuse you! I asked how my gifts were. ?
But for God‘s sake! I did not drop anything!
I was shaken! What is happening?
I whispered, quietly, so is it Shiva?
****&^%*())*&^& …..My head gave a terrible ache….
Vikram ! I will talk to you later!
Before he replied, I disconnected the call!
I sat still! What is happening?
How am I going to deal with this?
VIKRAM
Vikram geared his bike, straight to Madhav‘s house. He explained everything to Madhav
in detail and they decided to go to Shiva s house.
Vikram was so tensed. He never expected his Best friend, would stand as his rival!
He felt ashamed of himself! I should have told this to Shiva, about my feeling for
Preethi!
I avoided because he doesn‘t like these kinds of talks.
Vikram has adjusted many things for Shiva! He obeyed Shiva in many things, right from
sitting in the first row, studying properly for the exams, and many other good habits.
He actually chose this college, just because Shiva has chosen it.
Both being friends for nearly a decade, they were dependent on each other for most of
the things and hardly had they taken any decisions without knowing each other.
But as far as Preethi is concerned, he couldn‘t resist.The day Vikram saw her for the first time; he felt that she is born for him. But Vikram
thought that, Shiva may insist him to stop these kinds of activities and will force him
to concentrate on studies, so he always chose Madhav on his entire encounter with
Preethi.
Many things went through Vikram‘s mind and without his knowledge he felt a heavy
burden in his heart and tears stagnated in his eyes.
The bike screeched to halt in front of Shiva‘s house.
Shiva invited Vikram and Madhav with a glad face. Shiva‘s mom served them dinner and
Vikram said, Aunty…tonight we have decided to stay in your house…..We are going to
watch some old movies together and have some fun!
Shiva s mom gave a pat on Vikram‘s shoulder,….Vikram…this is your home….you don‘t
have to ask any permission to me!!!!...
After having a night coffee, we moved to Shiva‘s bed room in the first floor.
Shiva, though born with silver spoon, was blessed with a pleasant humble and
responsible character.
We watched the movies, made funny comments and after some time, I insisted Shiva
and Madhav to switch off the TV and to talk on some interesting topic.
Madhav , understood the point and bluffed some stupid love story.
Vikram keenly watched Shiva‘s reaction.
On the peak of the topic, Vikram gave a casual question at Shiva!!!
What buddy! You don‘t have any colors in your life!
So you are waiting for your mom to find the right girl for you!
Shiva gave a simple smile! And spoke quietly!
Yup! Even I thought that only my mom will decide my girl! But one girl turned my life
upside down!
Vikram‘s heart choked!
Vikram gave a fake smile and joined with Madhav!!! Hey Shiva!!! What????Gr8 da!!! Why
you didn‘t tell us?
Who is that lucky girl?
And my worst fear came true…….as Shiva smirked and drew with a black marker on the
last page of a notebook…….” MY PREETHI ”

Life is a Ride – RIDE-11:

The whole college was engrossed with the excursion fever. The next Monday, our HOD
announced that there are equal entries for Goa and Ooty-Bangalore. Most of the guys
shouted….Goa….Goa….Goa…..we screamed ….Ooty….Ooty….
Our HOD sighed……and spoke……
Ok then! Let the boys take the Goa trip and the girls take the Ooty Trip…….The whole
hall came to a halt……………..We were all shocked…What???? A split
tour...Nooooooooo…………….All screamed….Nooo……….
K…then….if you want to go together, then decide one place and let me know
immediately. I have hectic work to be done for the arrangements.
Shiva took the onus, he made a quick negotiation with all the representatives and
finalized the excursion to Ooty- Bangalore.
The circular on the dates of excursion, accompanying staffs, amount to be paid, rules
to be followed, accommodation etc orbited around every department.
That‘s the day…..we gathered in our college with luggages, hand bags, snacks…
4 buses moved with violent roar of the students around 7.00 PM.
We sat in the last row. Standing on the top of the seats, we shouted with all the known
songs. Whenever our bus crossed the other three buses, we screamed at the top of our
voices. The staffs instructed to behave well every now and then but we hardly listened
to them.
We thoroughly enjoyed our night journey and early morning we reached ‗The Queen of
Hills resort‘. Ooty gave a warm welcome to us with its scenic beauty, trembling
chillness, foggy atmosphere. Our staffs instructed all the students to get prepared andgather at the local restaurant for breakfast. As decided earlier, all four of us appeared bright and pretty in blue jean, pink T-shirt, multi-color scarf around our neck, dark blue woolen caps, black shoulder bags and canvas shoes. We ourselves were awe stuck looking at our beautiful dressing.We intentionally gave a late entry to the restaurant so that everybody should notice us.We made a proud ramp walk amidst them and seated ourselves in the corner table.Hundreds of eyes gave a jealous stare at us. After the breakfast, Shiva read a list that
divided the students into 4 groups and the students boarded the bus according to the groups.
As expected we were with Shiva, Vikram and co. The bus took us to all the must see
tourist spots. Anthanksharis during the travel between the tourist spots, hot tea,
roasted corn, fresh carrots, creamy ice creams, petty shopping, and photographs in all
form of poses made our day unquestionably enjoyable and memorable.
Somehow, we gelled up a lot with Shiva and Vikrams group. It‘s a group of 10 with 4 of
us and 6 boys. We made an awesome team. Seriously for the first time, I admired Shiva
for his perfectionism, decorum, soft language, humbleness above all a lovely care. But
Vikram , the just opposite , had his charm in his own way, with his stylish look, flirts,
teases, attitude, naughty talks and matchless energy.
We had our lunch together. As usual Vikram irritated me with his stupid talks,
…..Preethi! I never imagined that you will be able to gulp 3 persons starters in a single
go.‘ I hardly ate one third of a chicken piece…..hearing his comment, I dropped it back
on the plate.
But he was least bothered about me being upset and continued teasing others.
Shiva told Madhav to move aside who actually was sitting next to me and took that
seat. He gave a warm smile and pacified me to ignore Vikram‘s comments. He gave a
gentle talk with me about the beauty of Ooty and the captivating chillness .His talk was
so soothing, without my knowledge I started to ignore others and listen to him. He gave
some weird but interesting stories on the starter dishes on the table and made me to
taste almost everything. I completely forgot what was going around me and got much
into Shivas talk.I came back to reality, when suddenly a plate gave a screeching bang on the
floor…tingg..tang…tang…..near Vikram. Everyone laughed, and Vikram gave a cold stare
at me …..I sensed the irritation and frustration in Vikrams face.
We reached the Ooty‘s Botanical garden around 3.00 PM. What a lovely place!! We ran
here and there and the photographs taken were countless. It was an awesome day. I am
sure that I will never have a day like that in my entire life…
After our dinner around 7.30 PM we had the bon –fire arranged in our resort. Some
danced, Some mimicked, some narrated some funny incidents, some teased our staffs,
principal and college rules. The entire students had a lovely time. Vikram took his
position and started as if he is going to sing. But to my horror! He mimicked my singing
‗my heart will go on‘, he impersonated me so badly, that the entire students and staffs
rolled with laughter. I sat still….where my eyes laughed and my heart cried.
After one hour, everybody dispersed to their allocated cottages. I cursed Vikram with
my whole heart and desperately waited for a better chance to take revenge on him.
The next morning we moved to Cunoor. We visited some parks, Rose gardens, shopping
and after lunch, our bus drove straight to Bangalore.
The route from Cunoor to Bangalore was absolutely awesome that we literally enjoyed
every essence of it.During this journey, we all four of us sat quietly and shared our
personal secrets, family problems, child hood memories……..It was a long chat but a very
enjoyable chat. The journey was really great.
We reached Bangalore around 6.00 PM in the evening. The Garden city gave us a lovely
welcome with jam packed traffic on the Hosur road.
Around 7.10 PM we reached the hotel Imperial at Koramangala.The climate was
absolutely pleasant, we watched mouth opened at the stylish and lavished Bangaloreans.
After dinner, the staffs took us to PVR cinemas in the nearby Forum mall. Shiva headed
the entire team, as he is the one who has planned all this. Everybody praised Shiva for
his dedicated diligence.
It was the first time for most of the students in a Multiplex. To avoid problems from
the mischievous boys, our staffs instructed the boys to occupy the first 7 rows and
then after the girls occupied the back seats. The movie ― Silendru Oru Kadhal‖…………….(
Tamil Movie Name). We screamed for actor Surya and the guys cherished forActresses Jyothika and Bhoomika. Though we have seen the movie already, seeing with
the college gang was a stupendous experience.
The second half of the movie moved very slowly. So we decided to play something. We
saw Ganesh watching the movie with full emotions. Priya took a polo and gave a sharp hit
at his head and sat silently. Since the theatre was dark, he gave a glace left and right
and immersed into the movie again. This excited us a lot. We gave a hit at all our
hatreds, till the two packets of polo were done. We enjoyed a lot with the comments,
naughty plays, giggles …than the movie….
The next day , we were again in our uniform beautiful costumes ……and moved to the
tourist spots. After lunch, our bus parked in the Brigade road for shopping. We were
with Shiva and co. I was keenly looking at the collection of ear rings with a road side
wala, when Vikram interrupted me….hey Preethi! Why don‘t you try the blue stoned one,
it will suit you. I gave a cold stare at him, and moved on to the net shop. Vikram
followed me wherever I went and kept on irritating me with his stupid comments. I
shopped some little stuff for my mom and dad. I shopped few more stuffs for my
friends and bought some random stuff.
We took lot many photographs on the Brigade and M.G Road. Our staffs instructed us
to move to the bus. Before we could reach there, Vikram came close to me and blocked
my way. I gave a irritating look at him.
Hmmm….Preethi! I want to take a picture with you! I was surprised! The whole three
days we were all together and most of the pictures, we were together! But why is he
asking now a special permission!
I called my friends for the photo! But he stopped me abruptly and whispered, I want to
take a picture alone with you!
I was shocked!
Before I could say No! He called Shiva and told him to take a picture of us both. It was
quiet evident from Shiva‘s face, that he really hated to take this picture, but he didn‘t
speak a word and quietly took a flash.
Before Vikram completed his Thanks! Shiva took a position near me and requested
Vikram to take a picture of me and Shiva.
Vikram‘s face darkened, but he quietly flashed.
I gave a smile and moved away.I laughed a whole hearted laugh with my friends, about Shiva and Vikram .
But Priya warned me, not to encourage this, as this involves the true feelings between
two best friends. But I was not so serious about it that time.
The next morning, we reached our home. I gave my mom a warm hug. After refreshing,
I unloaded my luggage. To my surprise I saw two bags, one medium sized pouch labeled
‗Dear Preethi ‗…
and the other one, pretty larger than the previous one, labeled ― MY PREETHI ―
……I had no clue how this came in to my bag and who had dropped it.